so hard to say goodbye

so ive seen harry potter and the deathly hallows pt 2 twice already and all i can say is

i feel like my childhood is officially over. Ive been reading harry potter since i was 8 years old. i remember when my mom brought the book home for me and i was automatically hooked. hogwarts was full of adventure and harry was the epitome of bravery and excitement. i got every book at midnight and was beyond jukin for Judea  when they said they were making them into movies. each book was better than the one before and his story got more complex and dangerous.

when dumbledore died i was so hurt. when dobby died though i almost had to take a tranquilizer i was so torn up. that elf was clutch and was proud to be a free elf. idk between mufasa and dobby who was worse. those are major losses in my childhood from which i shall never fully recover. when snapes story was revealed that he was following the dark lord but gave up evil for his love of lilly potter chile.....better than any disney love story.

dumbledore not being as good as he was believed to be and actually being responsible for the death of his sister.....i feel this was a necessary evil in the plot line. he lost something important to him and realized power wasnt everything. these books have so much depth and so many dimensions. you have to really read them to gain the full story.

jk rowling should have made this series a lot longer. idk what to do now. voldemort is gone so she cant continue that but i need SOMETHING! im sitting here reading order of the phoenix ( which by the way was the worst movie considering how amazaballs the book was) i feel like an abandoned child..im saving these books for my children so that they can experience the greatness. when the time is right im going to sit them down and open this magical world to them.

this video sums it all up perfectly

WE WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU HARRY!!!