so as per usual im spilling my guts out to you for no reason. i find that i often accuse people of not knowing me and they don't because i don't open up so here's a quick dose of Ashlee 101:
-if i were ever to drop to like 150 i would be a stripper. like seriously the idea of ppl throwing money at me while i shake my ass may seem basic as hell....because it is....but it feeds my ego so i would def do it. i pay $20 to go to the club and shake my ass so why not get paid to do it. if youve ever seen me drunk you know ive got some tricks and can make it give a round of applause. plus one of my biggest flaws is being incredibly materialistic and you need money to buy things
-i love pineapples like seriously unhealthy addiction i have several a day
-i love big curly natural hair and mine wont do that. if i ever go back to my real hair which is a serious probably not considering the fact that being sick and being on different meds has seriously changed its texture i would wear it curly and big
-this summer will be tats on tats on tats ive finally settled on which ones i want. what stops me is i can never make up my mind but now i know what i want. im iffy on the ones i have now my only regret is i shouldve gotten them bigger but i was thinking i was gonna be a professional now that i know thats not gonna happen im going hard
-im often accused of being a makeup addict and im not. i make the joke that im not because i dont suck dick or steal to support the habit but i define a makeup addict as someone who buys it and wears it because they dont feel they are attractive and are not capable of accepting what they look like naturally. thats not me. me black coffee no sugar no cream is better than all the beat i put on. i wear it because i like it and im good at it. i like the compliments i get and i genuinely enjoy the artistry and the colors of makeup
-i want a breast augmentation.
-i really do get it from my mama
-im a nerd in every sense of the word. i write down stuff that i see during the day so that i can look it up later. this is everything from what started hollywood to the diet of an ocelot. i have the need to know any and everything
-i used to have an eating disorder and have gone between 160 and 280 lbs over the past 8 years. i had a relapse in like 2010 after a traumatic experience and went right back to the treatment facility. i hate that place and vow to never return there.
-i have the habit of putting others happiness ahead of my own. i do things to make others more happy and more comfortable regardless of if it puts me out or not i need to stop. i often end up in certain situations because i did something that wouldnt benefit me. my goal is to stop. at the end of the day im all i have and have to look out for numero uno
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